Tuesday, July 15, 2014

"The Knock"

The sky outside is the black of deep night, mottled with stars as only a country sky can be.  A single cone of moonlight falls across the living room floor.

The house is quiet. 

It’s my parent’s house; my childhood home.  I move down the hallway from the living room and into the bedroom I had as a child.  I pick up a box of old clothes and belongings that my mother has saved for me and begin to sort through them in the dark.  We are having a yard sale the next day, and I promised I would help prepare.  Down the hallway, I know my mother is awake and going through her closet as well.  We are the only two at home.

Knock, knock, knock.  I pause from my work and look up.  Suddenly the peacefulness of the still country evening is broken.  I am scared.  I peek out of the bedroom door and down the hallway at the clock.  It’s 10:30 at night.  Who could be knocking on the front door at this hour?

I whisper quietly to my mother.  “Who is that?”

I don’t hear anything immediately. I wait.  “Just ignore it,” she answers after a long pause.  Her voice drifts down the hallway from her own dark room, and in those three words I can hear all of the tension and the fear that she is trying to keep from me.

I turn to go back to my work of sorting by moonlight when I hear it again, softer this time.  Knock, knock.

I am not sure how much time passes at this point.  I hear the knocking start up again and I cannot ignore it any longer. 

Knock, knock, knock, knock.  The knocking is curt, but insistent.  My curiosity gets the better of me and I begin to walk slowly down the hall, back toward the living room and the entryway.  Maybe it is one of the neighbors, maybe it’s an emergency…I try to rationalize.  My limbs are stiff with fear, and I walk mechanically, closer to the door with each agonizingly slow step.

Knock. Step.  Knock.  Step.

The grey-blue tile of the entryway is flooded by the motion light on the front porch; the light is more yellow and harsh than the graceful moonlight that preceded it.  There is a decorative window to the right of the door, and I can make out a small, dark figure through the mosaic glass as I draw closer.  The pattern in the glass obscures the figure behind it, and I cannot tell who it is.

I move slowly around the corner of the entryway into the dining area, where another window facing the porch gives me a clearer view.   A small child, a boy, is standing in front of the door.  He is wearing a blue polo shirt and tan cargo pants, and he could not be more than six years old.  His mousy brown hair is tousled and his face is smudged with dirt.

He sees me at the same time that I see him.  And he is angry.

His brows furrow, acquiring the look of a child about to have a tantrum.  He points back to the door expectantly, waiting for me to open it. 

And I do.  I open the door slowly, just a crack, propping it open with my foot.  “Are you OK, little boy?  What are you doing here by yourself?”

His manner changes immediately.  He is still angry, but his voice takes on a defensive tone as well.  “Why are you talking to me? “  He takes a step back, cringing visibly. 

“Stay away from me!” He yells, tears starting in his eyes.

I open the door wider, thoroughly confused.  Now I am getting upset.  “What?  You knocked on MY door! …What do you want?” I ask, trying to remember that I am talking to a child.  But I cannot keep the frustration from my voice.

The boy’s demeanor changes again as soon as he hears my frustration.  He steps closer to the door again, and his face splits in a wicked, gleeful grin as he looks down at his shoes like a child who is caught doing mischief.

Suddenly, I know who he is.  WHAT he is.  I remember the stories I have heard of black-eyed children—of sinister beings posing as children, who steal the souls of anyone who would let them inside.  I begin to panic as hot fear spreads inside my abdomen.  He can’t come in unless I invite him.  Just close the door! I tell myself.

As if in answer to my thoughts, the boy looks up from the ground, still grinning.  His eyes are black as pitch, gleaming like marbles.  There is no white, no colored iris.  Only hopeless, fathomless black.

I try to scream, try to close the door.  But he rushes forward at the same moment, and I begin to fall backward into the house as he—it—collides with me.


End.

Blog Reboot!

I've decided to revisit blogging! At the advice of a couple of you (let's be honest, the only ones who read this anyway!) I've decided to give the ol' blog a reboot. :}

So for the time being, I am dedicating this blog to writing about my dreams.  Nightmares, mostly.  I am a total chicken but for some reason no matter how much I try to avoid the creepy and the disturbing, it still seeks me out in my dreams.  I've always had a rampant imagination and I used to try to avoid scary movies for this very reason.  But as the nightmares seem to come anyway, I've given in to my love of the paranormal, and the creepy, and the strange.

I'm still scared to watch horror movies, and I might occasionally sleep with the light on.  But I'm working on it, okay?  And I think this might be therapeutic just as much as it is beneficial to add to my writing portfolio.

So without further adieu...I hope you enjoy! Analyze even, if you want to.  Just don't be too harsh on me--they're only dreams after all!